Things I love and matter to me:

Lately:

Music:
The Grateful Dead
The Cardinals (Ryan Adams)
The Smiths
The Clash
Husker Du
Iron Maiden
Minor Threat
Black Flag
The Misfits
SONIC YOUTH
Fugazi
Nirvana
The Minutemen
Against Me!
Superchunk
Leftover Crack
Choking Victim
Comeback Kid
Have Heart
Bane
Last Lights
Verse
Jay-Z
Nas
Biggie

Movies:
Breakfast at Tiffany's (Always)
Once Upon A Time In America
Star Wars
Blade Runner
The Dark Knight
Edward Scissorhands


Books:
Be Here Now
Still Here
Sylvia Plath's complete works
Infinity Blues
Our Band Could Be Your Life*
The Road (beautiful)
Funeral of the Heart (Leah Hayes <3)

Other:
the 80's
the 90's
now (the moment)
dreams
my grandparents
YOU-->
Knut (pronounced K-noot)
Albert Einstein
LEAH HAYES
Audrey Hepburn
Anne Frank (Forever and ever)
Andy Warhol
Jackson Pollock
Autumn De Wilde
Henry Rollins
Ian MacKaye
Keith Morris
Thurston Moore
Kim Gordon
the stars
the clouds
trees
seasons
walking
alone time
friends and family
the silence
colors
getting lost in my mind & the world
earth
kindness
love
living
Sci-Fi
comics
DIY
Punk/Hardcore
Hippies
Counter Cultures



Live and Exist.

11th January 2011

Post

Past All The Beauty (1-11-11)

Sunlight and Cotton Candy Clouds
explode over the mountain peaks.
thrown is the happiness
d
  o
  w
n
on a valley
covered in laughter
song and unicorns
endless blue eyes
and flowing streams of blonde.

— Past all the beauty
down the only
dirt road in existance on earth
on the left
and hidden way back
in the darkness
That is my home.
seldom seen is
all of the colour
of this Wonderworld.
d
  o
  w
n
on myself
is where i stay.
The current
of the wild Self Loathing River
is so tough
and the undertow
could make you disappear
all  t o g e t h e r

But somewhere deep
deep
d
e
e
p
(inside) of (me)
i know i can learn
scholar like - though i am not
to navigate by the stars
to swim through the rough
and
make
it back
to that dream.
Wher the eyes will
   always shine
     and never
         rain
‘   ’ ”” ’ ’ ”
    ’ ’ ”’ ’ ”  ‘
     ’  ’ ” ‘
 ” ”” ” ’ ’ ”
       ’  ‘
     back to 
       that
 Wonderworld
        .x.