Things I love and matter to me:

Lately:

Music:
The Grateful Dead
The Cardinals (Ryan Adams)
The Smiths
The Clash
Husker Du
Iron Maiden
Minor Threat
Black Flag
The Misfits
SONIC YOUTH
Fugazi
Nirvana
The Minutemen
Against Me!
Superchunk
Leftover Crack
Choking Victim
Comeback Kid
Have Heart
Bane
Last Lights
Verse
Jay-Z
Nas
Biggie

Movies:
Breakfast at Tiffany's (Always)
Once Upon A Time In America
Star Wars
Blade Runner
The Dark Knight
Edward Scissorhands


Books:
Be Here Now
Still Here
Sylvia Plath's complete works
Infinity Blues
Our Band Could Be Your Life*
The Road (beautiful)
Funeral of the Heart (Leah Hayes <3)

Other:
the 80's
the 90's
now (the moment)
dreams
my grandparents
YOU-->
Knut (pronounced K-noot)
Albert Einstein
LEAH HAYES
Audrey Hepburn
Anne Frank (Forever and ever)
Andy Warhol
Jackson Pollock
Autumn De Wilde
Henry Rollins
Ian MacKaye
Keith Morris
Thurston Moore
Kim Gordon
the stars
the clouds
trees
seasons
walking
alone time
friends and family
the silence
colors
getting lost in my mind & the world
earth
kindness
love
living
Sci-Fi
comics
DIY
Punk/Hardcore
Hippies
Counter Cultures



Live and Exist.

22nd January 2010

Post

not all things breakdown

old guitar, broken neck
i’m sorry—
but boy do i feel ya.
you sang so loud
so beautiful
and
so proud.
now you collect dust
so well
feeling like you
are burning in hell
i’m sure. can’t sing.
like records skip
and it drives me insane.
that old sewing machine
brown with
yellow and red lights
it too
sits in the corner and dies.
Jimmy at the end of the bar
sure people ask
‘how are you?’
and you can feed
any line
make everyone believe
you are fine.

sometimes its all you can hear
the sound
of collapsing
of the end growing near.
urgh, fuck that sound.
sometimes it’s so hard
to remember:
 - Not all things breakdown.