Things I love and matter to me:

Lately:

Music:
The Grateful Dead
The Cardinals (Ryan Adams)
The Smiths
The Clash
Husker Du
Iron Maiden
Minor Threat
Black Flag
The Misfits
SONIC YOUTH
Fugazi
Nirvana
The Minutemen
Against Me!
Superchunk
Leftover Crack
Choking Victim
Comeback Kid
Have Heart
Bane
Last Lights
Verse
Jay-Z
Nas
Biggie

Movies:
Breakfast at Tiffany's (Always)
Once Upon A Time In America
Star Wars
Blade Runner
The Dark Knight
Edward Scissorhands


Books:
Be Here Now
Still Here
Sylvia Plath's complete works
Infinity Blues
Our Band Could Be Your Life*
The Road (beautiful)
Funeral of the Heart (Leah Hayes <3)

Other:
the 80's
the 90's
now (the moment)
dreams
my grandparents
YOU-->
Knut (pronounced K-noot)
Albert Einstein
LEAH HAYES
Audrey Hepburn
Anne Frank (Forever and ever)
Andy Warhol
Jackson Pollock
Autumn De Wilde
Henry Rollins
Ian MacKaye
Keith Morris
Thurston Moore
Kim Gordon
the stars
the clouds
trees
seasons
walking
alone time
friends and family
the silence
colors
getting lost in my mind & the world
earth
kindness
love
living
Sci-Fi
comics
DIY
Punk/Hardcore
Hippies
Counter Cultures



Live and Exist.

25th January 2010

Post

this must be what crazy people feel like.

its dangerous living in your head.

in my head,

the amount of

back

     and

          forth one way coversations.

this must be what crazy people feel like.

but not bad crazy people.

i mean well.

well i mean, i dont mean harm,

i do enough to myself.

eliminating words.

self editing

to make

the read

more charming.

night stands piled with books,

some half read.

this must be

what crazy people feel like,

i mean,

because i am scatter-brained

and

anxious for new lessons

and

never waiting/always going.

the way i’m never home

because

it

is

easier

for me to be gone.

NOT becuase

i dislike home

just because

i like to be moving

even if

its doing nothing

and moving nowhere

i love

to go

to the

next town

over.

where i watch the college kids,

and the beautiful girls all smile.

where

i get coffee

and

i

write

my

dreams.